VOWS MADE

I made a vow a while ago that fear could no longer have me

I spoke to deception and every lie and commanded that they depart from me

Yet betrayal and manipulation arrived and destroyed the very parts of me

I fought with what I had until I no longer could really see

Purpose in what I fought, purpose in what was taught

Purpose in what was done, purpose in what was lost yet considered won

Not in my eyes, it was bitter, deadly, hard to receive, in disguise if you ask me

Like a wolf in sheep's clothing yet I was still holding

Trying to believe, but in all reality I was deceived

Love lost and look at what it cost, I almost lost it all

Yet I'm still living, still standing

Not as strong as I was physically nor spiritually

My love is torn, my heart is worn

There is not enough love in my heart as reality speaks

The truth I continue to seek

As many try to throw their opinions and beliefs on me

But it was Christ who bled for me, hung upon that cross bleeding and pleading to God for me

That I may be free, capable of developing a relationship with Him, and in all being able to live abundantly

So as I write and as I speak

I decree and I declare it is time to #Surrender & #BreakFree!!