Bon Appétit

Bon Appétit

Enjoy your meal as I refuse to eat

Of the lies you serve

The envy you exhibit and teach

The flawed beliefs that you attempt to preach

Unto me as though I am one of the sinners in your choir

For you I never had a desire to be your "one"

But to simply help you as I witnessed a prideful heart

Strutting around as though you're perfect 

Claiming perfection and walking in deception

Unable to admit that we all fall short

That we all have flaws 

And that God forgives all

Bon Appétit

Enjoy your meal as I refuse to eat

From a table that refuses to forgive

As if you never lived and made a mistake

In your actions, words, and overloaded plate 

With false accusations of judgmental, rude, and prideful inclinations 

Because you don't agree and refuse to acknowledge your shortcomings

Your flaws; we all have them, you're no better than I

Yet I confess them and bless them

As they make me who I am

Look up to you now; I'd be damned

Your very words revealed your heart, your character, your pride 

No longer can you lie; the truth has surfaced, and there's nothing left to hide

Bon Appétit

Enjoy your meal as I refuse to eat

From a hand that sheds innocent blood

Who doesn't forgive and refuses to love

Who withholds good from those who need it the most

And are unaware of how to get up

Of how to stand strong, proceed, and hold on

Bon Appétit

Enjoy your meal as I refuse to eat

Once a friend but now a foe 

Simply because you refused to forgive and let go

Of the hurt that others caused you

So when I was a little too blunt and honest with you

You took it to heart; because your emotions and sensitivity overtook you

In the effort to protect you

Yet I apologized and asked of forgiveness from you

Did I receive the "I forgive you."

No; simply sarcasm, excuses, and offense 

Bon Appétit

Enjoy your meal as I refuse to eat

I've put up with your countless questions and strange behavior long enough

To the very point that I've simply had enough

You're not worthy of my time, energy, nor words

Inconsistent, arrogant, secretive, and overly sensitive are the traits that you've exemplified

Yet I forgive you once again

No longer a friend; access denied, but now a foe

Bon Appétit

Enjoy your meal as I refuse to eat